It’s actually nice that my friends make it easy for me to leave the country. It won’t be hard for me, and it won’t be for them.
But sometimes I wish I was in college again, so I can have them back. Ever since I left college, my friends just disappeared. I honestly feel like I don’t have any. I mean, sure, you have your “college barkada”. You say hi, and make kuwentos, and that’s it. There’s no one you can talk to anymore. I understand that they’re all busy with their own stuff, but it’s like we didn’t have history. They just dropped me like shit. Haha.
Sometimes I would try to reach out to them, but they’re in that little circle inside this group. And most of the time, they wouldn’t even try. I wish I had the kind of friends my boyfriend has. Almost every day they would meet up even if they had work or school. They actually care about him leaving. That’s why I’m so excited to move. Maybe, finally, I’ll meet those kind of people who will stick with me even after leaving school or whatever.
Friendship really is something else.
October 31st, 2 PM:
Julia: Let’s wear costumes, just for fun.
Mikhail: Alrighty, that sounds good.
So we didn’t have any planned parties this Halloween, but that didn’t stop us from being Supergirl and a Warriors player.
We headed out to Alabang for hot chocolate, then went to Jay’s house. We, then, went to a friend’s place and met new people, then crashed this almost-done party.
Not exactly the best Halloween, but it turned out to be better than expected.